Slowly, Little by Little

This past year has made me want to hide from being an adult so much. So much has happened and I’ve been lucky to have amazing friends and loved ones around me. Unfortunately, it also has made me second guess my little side despite it being something I now recognize has been a big part of me since I was a teen (the not kinky aspects like the hyperness, never stopped having stuffies, etc). It’s taken some time to work through it but I’ve been leaning into my little side more and embracing being someone’s princess and little one more lately.

In fact, I finally got my first onesie today! And just trying it on felt so nice but that doubt and turmoil started trying to creep back in. But when my Wolf commented on how I looked in it, it shattered any doubts that were growing. I’ve been rejected for my little side, even when I wasn’t aware it was a part of me, by friends and partners until I found my safe space in the local community. It’s been a process, but one that was still fragile when my heart and soul were tested throughout 2020. And it feels so good to be embracing her again.

This is all to say, thank you to my kink friends (both little and pet, and not). You have been the spark to tapping into my little so much.

Thank you to the dungeon I am part of for creating such a warm community and providing so many opportunities to learn more about myself and about littles in general through connections, workshops, and more.

Thank you to past and current partners that have supported my exploration of this part of me, since you helped me embrace deeper, more hidden parts that don’t come out as easily when not behind closed doors.

And, for when I show you, thank you my darling Wolfy, for not just accepting me but embracing who I am and helping me flourish both as a little and a little that is yours ❤❤❤

They say to find your tribe. I am so glad I found mine, but more than that I am thankful for being supported in accepting the tribe that I now call home. It has taken a lot of reflection, undoing thought patterns, and growing my own sense of self. I still have more to do ahead. But, in the midst of everything, I feel more ready and alight than I have before!

As much as it’s been said before, never stop looking for your tribe. And when you find them, don’t let them go even if your mind panics because your heart and soul will recognize home ❤❤

With much love,

Miss Lunissa

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